Abortion, Children, Death, Generational Curses, Spiritual Warfare

The Curse in My Womb

Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us… (Galatians 3:13 NKJV)

I lost my mother to the streets at age eleven and my father was incarcerated my entire childhood, so growing up I always dreamed of family structure. I promised myself that I would do it right. I was going to finish college, get married, buy a house and then have a baby. I had it all planned out! So in August of 2005 my heart sank because at age fifteen I had to tell my grandmother that I was pregnant. After my boyfriend told me that he didn’t care about the pregnancy and visions of my future began swirling down the drain, I came to the conclusion that I was too young and made my decision to follow through with an abortion. At that time, I had no idea that I was perpetuating an already cursed womb…

“Shall I bring to the time of birth, and not cause delivery?” says the Lord. “Shall I who cause delivery shut up the womb?” says your God. (Isaiah 66:9 NKJV)

Three years later my husband and I found out that we were pregnant. My husband was so excited; I wasn’t too thrilled but surely made the decision to follow through with the pregnancy. As we went to several doctor’s appointments, heard the baby’s heartbeat, and felt movement, we truly began to fall in love with our unborn child. Five months into my pregnancy, my child had everything needed: strollers, bottles, clothes, blankets, toys, cases of diapers and two loving parents.  My husband and I were preparing for our little one. Twenty-five weeks into my pregnancy I began to feel extreme pain. My water broke and I was rushed to the hospital. I was in labor. “Push, push!” is all I could hear the doctor say. The harder I pushed, the more my son crawled upward into my chest; he did not want to come out. After fifteen hours of labor I gave birth to a 2lb fetus. As he lay in the incubator crying, my soul ached as a mother because I could not save him. An hour later he died.

Seven months later my husband and I found out that we were pregnant again. That time around I took extra precautions. Because I was diagnosed as a high risk pregnancy, I was scheduled to meet with my doctor weekly. I took a leave of absence from work to stay off of my feet and tried to eat very healthy foods. The doctor informed me that I would have to undergo a procedure called a cervical cerclage to ensure that the fetus would survive the full 40 weeks. The night before my surgery I lost the second baby the exact way I did the first.

That was not the first incident of miscarriage within my family. My grandmother miscarried twice before her first child lived (who was my mother). My mother miscarried three times before her first child lived (me). My aunt miscarried five times, twice before her first born and three times after her second child. “..They shall bear no fruit: yea, though they bring forth, yet will I slay even the beloved fruit of their womb.” (Hosea 9:16 KJV)

When I aborted the first pregnancy, I left a spirit of death to dwell in my womb. That spirit has been alive in dwelling in the wombs of women in my family for generations! When I asked the women in my family had they ever tried to fight this, they all replied that they never viewed it as a curse. Indeed this is a deep rooted generational curse that I fed and then later tried to fight in the natural. I stand in the gap for my unborn child and the many generations to come TODAY. I am not cleaving to this thing!  And there shall cleave nought of the cursed thing to thine hand: that the LORD may turn from the fierceness of his anger, and shew thee mercy, and have compassion upon thee, and multiply thee, as he hath sworn unto thy fathers. (Deuteronomy 13:17 KJV)

My two sons could have not been birthed from a cursed womb (at the time I was not aware of this spirit). This spirit had to be cast out because if not I would have passed on the curse to my children. I have power over the devil and I refuse to allow his demons to live happily within my bloodline!

Say this prayer ALOUD:

Dear Daddy,

My soul cries out You! Thank You for your mercy! Thank You for the blood that You shed. This spirit has been hiding and overlooked by many in my family but I thank You for my experiences that help open my eyes to this thing. Show me the root of this curse that I may pull it up in name of Jesus! I praise You for giving me the power to bind up this demon and send it back to pit of hell from which it came! And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him (Revelation 22:3) Lord, I thank You in advance for lifting the curse. I command the spirit of ______ to leave my bloodline right now! Thank You for healing me and placing Your spirit within me, that my children and generations to come will never experience this thing again. In Jesus’ Name, Amen!

Ladies, today I EMPOWER you to recognize and take power over any spirit that has been dwelling in your bloodline for generations. Through Jesus Christ you have the power to break any generational curse whether it is poverty, ignorance, drugs, alcoholism, religion, divorce, lack of family structure, etc. He is calling YOU! If our God is for us than who can ever stop us and if our God is with us than what can stand against?!

After you denouce the curses in your bloodline, embrace the richness of Jesus’ blood that runs through you! Check out My Roots Run Deep for details.

Ms. Chaunte’ Tate is an undergraduate senior currently pursuing a career in journalism at North Carolina A&T University in Greensboro, North Carolina. She is passionate about the spiritual advancements of all followers of Christ. Her favorite scripture is Proverbs 1:7: “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge but fools despise wisdom and instruction.”

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10 thoughts on “The Curse in My Womb”

  1. This was a powerful message Chaunte’!! Thanks for sharing… I am certain your transparency will bless someone greatly!! Be Blessed and know that you have overcome by your TESTIMONY!!! Love ya girl!!

  2. Chaunte your post was wonderful. OMG I have a confession I gave birth to two boys at 5months one lived for 3 hours then died. I had a cerclage as well on a Monday and went into labor that Friday and had another boy who died as well. My mother said I would never be able to have children. I prayed that prayer in your post and whatever God has in store for me he will give to me. Thank you………..

  3. JESUS,JESUS,JESUS(this is what I’m screaming and crying now) Chaunte I LOVE YOU FOR THIS! I’m connected to you by testimony and my sister our Father is so proud of us.I my self got pregnant at the age of 15(I’m 24 and my daughter is 8 now). Then I received my salvation when I was 17,but my battle with shame,depression,feeling inferior,anger,and unforgiveness did not stop.During my pregnancy I became ashamed from others speaking into my life so that opened the door for the enemy to get his foot in and the word states,that when one have a heart that is open to him he will choke the Word(Jesus) out of you.I kept asking God why was I so angry,ashamed,and depressed and then he revealed to my husband(not my daughter’s biological father) and then to me that my seed(my daughter) was from the enemy.I’m not saying, that my baby came from the devil,but everything that I was battling with was rooted during those 8 months of pregnancy,but GOD has delivered me and I thank him! I praise him too! I used to feel ashamed being seen with my daughter because everyone(her teachers,kids,adults,and even some believers)would think that she was my sister and soon as I said,”no she’s my daughter” their nose went up or as I like to say,”they became this great mathematician” and then say things like,”awww you had her young” or Oh,you were only 16 when you had her”. My seed(my child) unknowingly allowed everyone to see me in light of my humanness,but God wanted me to know otherwise and he turned my seed into grace.My child’s aunt is the one who discipled me and told me about Jesus so if it wasn’t for my baby I don’t even want to think about where I would be.Thank you my sister for being REAL. Like Thomas,asked Jesus,”let me see the wounds” I sometimes like to show mine and also see others to know that I’m not alone so THANKYOU SOOOOO MUCH for this and again EmpowerMoments you continue until our Lord returns because we need you(I know I do!) and stay blessed!!!

  4. Chaunte’ this was a powerful declaration of freedom this morning. Not only can we use this to denounce the curse of your situation, but to denounce other areas in our lives! Awesome!

  5. This was an absolute amazing post! I feel like I went to church..spirits are powerful..we wrestle not against flesh and blood but we are usually to wrapped up to even consider the battle. I come from dysfunction and I have broken that spirit today! Praise God for His love and mercy which shall sustain.

  6. Just thinking, its interesting you posted this on my Mom’s birthday. She suffered 3 mc’s before me and one in between me and my brother. It’s something how God brings women together for support.

  7. LOVE IT!!!! I felt the spirit breaking ties all up in this. I got some generational stuff to call out. Thank you Chaunte soooo much!!! In the name of Jesus this was for me!!

  8. Chaunte’ Oh my God! I prayed that prayer and literally something broke inside me and I went into spiritual warfare as I never have before! MY GOD! Thank you for submitting to God and letting him use you to lead me to a breakthrough

  9. I just had a convo with my mum who told me how she came against a spirit of death in her womb after a miscarriage and that after that, she started to miscarry me! Ive bn struggling to conceive for 3 yrs and in that time have had 3 early miscarriages. My mother and grandmother both had trouble with their second pregnancies and i already have 1 child whos now 4. It looks like a real generational thing 4 us. I googled “spirit of death in the womb” and ur site came up. Its bn a real blessing, thankyou! I will share this with my christian friends and it will b a real weapon in our arsenal. Thankyou again.

  10. I prayed this prayer, I have been struggling to conceive since five years. After a few months of being married, I thought I had conceived but it was a tumor and had to undergo a major surgery.
    I am sure the curse is broken now.
    Thankyou

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