Spiritual Therapy, Suicide

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This month is National Poetry Month and in honor and snaps of it, our EmpowerMoments will feature short poems relative to each writer’s topic.  So enjoy and be encouraged!

I Rest Today

It is in God’s hands I rest today/My burdens, my fears, my anxieties, He takes away/ to give me His life and His strength/For giants I will face/And to finish the race/To trust Him so/And bend my will/To receive His unfailing love, and to Him I yield/to believe the devil’s lies no more/To allow God to renew my mind with His Word, and my heart He shall restore

–Tannika Moore

These past two months I’ve received disheartening news close to home of young life being snuffed out from the bodies and souls of potential greats and also one’s attempt of canceling his dreams and purpose.  Hearing such news reminded me about how I once battled depression and it was during such a time, one day I decided to take my life.

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. (John 10:10 KJV)

I believed every lie the devil told me.  I was overwhelmed with grief and fear, and I thought my only resolve was to end it all.  My aid in my potential suicide was a bottle of pills I figured would help me close my eyes for good.  But GOD… He intervened while I was drowning in sorrow and my face drowning in tears.  It became hard to swallow the rest of the pills after the fifth one.  I was disappointed but God used that moment to tell me something so simple to my ears but powerful to my soul.  Taking your very own life is not an escape but an end.  An end to potential, towards better, to life’s lessons, to growth, to the future, possibilities, opportunities, love, joy, and an impact on others here in the earth realm where it’s needed.  God said, “you will never know how things will turn out (if you end it now).”

With that statement, I have come to realize that:

  1. God is the author and finisher of my faith (Hebrew 12:2).  Therefore, I have to trust Him and follow the story He penned just for me.
  2. He never once said it would be easy or even get easier.  But there will be good times, times of learning and growing, reaping and sowing.  No matter how hard the journey gets and no matter when the storms come, God will be my peace in the midst of any storm (John 16:33).
  3. There’s life after death, there’s sunshine after the rain, joy in the morning, and the tides will turn  and the seasons will change.
  4. I am valuable to God, His kingdom, and to those who love me although the devil will try and tell me otherwise.  Note: the devil is a liar.  Shut him down immediately with God’s Word/Truth and His promises!
  5. God also told me that my loved ones would be so hurt, and that I was loved and needed.  Even more so, God loves me, and you, more than we can fathom.  Give Him a chance to continue showing you His love daily.

I am grateful and am thankful for God’s mercy, love, and intervention.  I am still here and able to achieve my full potential and my destiny, and I am able to learn and grow and see God’s glory here and now on earth.

Dear Daddy, 

Thank You for Your unfailing love and Your saving grace.  Thank You that I am valuable to You and that I am fearfully and wonderfully made!  Thank You for delivering me and exposing the devil’s lies.  Thank You for placing in me potential and gifts, and with salvation, a hope and a future.  In Jesus’ Name, Amen!

Ladies, today I EMPOWER you to LIVE!  Don’t believe the devil’s lies that your life means nothing and that you are not valuable or loved.  God loves you!  He knew you before you were in your mother’s womb and He placed so many “nuggets” and “diamonds” in you that threatens the devil every time God wakes you up.  Don’t let the enemy talk you into aborting your destiny, killing your potential or hating the very being God took the time to create and His Son took the time and His will to die for!

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Ms. Tannika Moore loves the Lord and loves to write! Besides writing poetry or editing written work for family and friends, she currently works for NEIU Educational Talent Search program, helping high school students prepare for college. She loves to build people up through God’s Word, encouragement, mentoring, support, and her writing. In 2014, Tannika published her first book, a book of her poetry, titled Setting The Captive Free. She  also launched her Christian clothing and apparel brand called Fruitful & Fabulous inspired by John 15:8. Her favorite scripture comes from Philippians 1:6, “For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you shall perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus.”

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